I went swimming in public today and despite being 9 months pregnant, I didn’t feel very embarrassed. It really is beautiful. Don’t get me wrong, I’m ready for Owen to get here, but I’ll kind of miss it a little bit and for the most part pregnancy has been good to me.

Only 16 days left until his due date!

Andrew works 56 hours a week down in Austin, so there’s 8-10 hours a day plus an hour and a half drive home and that includes Saturdays so by the time he gets home and eats all he wants to do is go to bed. I hate it, and I know that’s selfish. He’s working for me and for Owen so that I can keep going to school and Owen has everything he needs, I know that. But I miss him. I only got to see him on the weekend before and now I only get to see him Friday night, Saturday night, and Sunday and he’s always so sleepy. I feel distanced from him and it’s making me sad. I want time with my boyfriend back.

I appreciate him and all he’s doing, though, so I try not to let it bother me.

I wish it were longer, but Owen is too much of an active baby to stay still that long. Him being all cramped up hasn’t stopped him much like they say it normally does.

37 weeks/full term today! He could literally come at any minute now. I’m hoping he’ll wait until closer to his due date, though. I’m getting more nervous but so so excited. Can’t wait to see the little love of my life finally.